Startle Me

i didn't mean to startle you, she said when i turned my head slightly
and glimpsed her standing close behind me
i said i did not feel her back there
what i didn't say was that she could startle me anytime
as i worked i kept smiling secretly to myself and hoped she would come back
and startle me again
or just stand close beside or behind me
in the short time that we have known each other by being co-workers,
i have been aware of her watching me (without looking at me)
or coming over to stand near me - even if not too close
i like it when she stands close behind me when it isn't necessary
i like it when she makes unnecessary body contact with me
well can it really be unnecessary since she purposely does it?
is she single? i like her eyes
i've never seen her in a dress or makeup - but under that cap she is womanly
in the way she talks and walks - heck, she can stand still
and she don't have to be size zero
some women are just - she is just ...
i'm not sure yet about what she is playing at
but i like the way she plays with me
while others are only a few steps away
a couple of days later
i told her to come back and startle me
she did
hmm, some women are so - fun
i have to censor myself at the work place
i'm behaving myself (wink)