WHY ME MAMA
Mama -- why me Mama?
Please don't turn away.
I need to know -- why me?
Ask your God to remove my unmentionable shame.
He doesn't respond to my plea,
Asked in His son's name.
In limbo -- I'm a renegade -- hiding in the shade.
I try so hard to do what is right.
I fight with all my might.
I push sinful thoughts away.
I get down on my knees,
I shut my eyes tight and pray.
You told me that my body would change.
You told me of one -- but that feels strange.
I'm frightened of the other touch,
That doesn't feel wrong.
The like force is strong,
On which side do I belong?
To you -- I've never lied,
I've met someone.
Your love is about to be tested -- tried.
I'm stepping into the light of the sun.
At last -- my journey has begun
You've always given me answers -- help me now
I don't know what to do
Please don't turn away -- I need you.
Hello. Please don't hang up.
Too many years have passed
Without hearing your voice.
Yes -- I know it was my choice,
But not really
Live a lie -- live alone
Live me -- or not live at all.
I don't know why I called
Neither of us can change
Goodbye -- I ...
<click>
Love you.
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NOTE: Because I didn't have anyone to talk to about my situation, I did scenarios for what could be the outcome if I told my Mom. I've never had a big coming out thing. --Salty
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