THAT SONG

There is a song (video) that I listened to over & over this evening for at least one & a half hours. It's in German I think, but it's beautiful (and I'll not mention that so is the woman who sings it.) It's the voice and the music and my aching heart. I was putting my own words to the music. It got to a point where I thought I heard her say "I licked her all night". It's just me having a lonely night. If I had some wine to sip, I'd dim the lights and listen to that voice -- but I don't, so I clicked off YouTube and wrote this post. There's a guy who sings the same song, but it just wasn't the same. The song could be about a fish for all I know. The guy's version didn't bring tears to my eyes, but I preferred the other voice even if it made me feel.... Dang, I need to stop thinking about that woman. A friend called me the other night and said she saw her maybe a couple of weeks ago. At least now I'm not thinking about her most of each day. And the rest of this post I deleted. I write too much and should pen things in my private journal.